so i was on the phone for like 2 or 3 hours with my best friend, but for the last idk 1 and a half hours on the phone she made fun of me, and it was ok at first but then she got carried away. Like, to the point where i cried for the last hour on the phone but didn’t admit to it because i was afraid she would make fun of me for that too. Idk, there’s just like a fine line between playing around, and making someone feel like shit. she’s passed that line A LOT but she doesn’t fucking take me seriously when I’m mad, and that fucking annoys me. another thing, I’m very fucking sensitive, because i have low self esteem, I’m not the best looking guy, I’m not funny, the only thing i can say is that I’m nice, and people use that to their fucking advantage. people walk all over me like a fucking sidewalk. Idk, i just feel like most of my friendship’s are so one sided. like, i care for my friend’s a lot, but i don’t feel or think that they even give a shit about me. i swear I’m just so passive aggressive about thing’s and one day I’m just gonna fucking explode. i love my friend’s to death and i would do almost anything for them, but some, like to make me feel like shit and laugh at my face about it. i just UGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so fucking frustrated.